- no. . . I was too optimistic. I'll never fill it! -
I was there, the ladder, desperate balls vintage which I bought for the modest sum of thirty-nine dollars each were over.
Edward had arranged the lights last night, doing an impeccable job.
We spent the evening trying to find the correct placement of man-made that dress in the large entrance on the right of the huge spiral staircase that stood in the middle. And the size, though small compared to the majesty of the environment, seemed appropriate: it certainly pointed out in his two feet. . . thickness and fullness.
Edward, as usual, did nothing but tell me so. Without expressing any personal opinion. I was the undecided, she who had brought him to exasperation, even for simple lights.
Eventually he went to bed, exhausted and unnerved, leaving me struggling with the last remaining balls.
was late at night when I heard his velvet voice behind me:
- We will continue the work tomorrow night love, now come to bed. . . I beg you -
I turned, leaned against the wall of the corridor, eyes reduced to two slots, sleepy.
- Just a minute. . -
- I need you. . . I can not sleep if I did not close -
puzzled by so much sweetness accepted the invitation. Spent a wonderful night close in his arms, kissing him, between the whispers, its intense fragrance to invade the nostrils, the warmth of his body to fortify the soul. Until a deep sleep not kidnapped them both.
I stared at the clock, seven were: Edward would come a little later. . . dinner was ready.
I heard the lock click. . . I saw him appear in all its beauty, in his dark blue overcoat that glorified his remarkably clear eyes.
- Love! -
ran to him, and put her arms around his neck.
sank in his chest, smelling her perfume. . . I had missed so much.
- Hello. ..- A sweet kiss along her lips on mine, soft, fragrant, delicate.
- It 's been the longest day of my life.. . I could not wait to get back to you - a whisper on my lips.
He took off his coat, putting his briefcase on the ground and a series of bags from the contents are not visible.
- So. . . where are we? - moving towards the tree.
He took off the jacket, it being in a white shirt and dark blue tie. . . my god it was beautiful!
- Oh. . . well. . - Sillabai, enchanted by the heavenly vision.
smiled taste, laughing delightfully.
- I love you Miss Hottie. . . - Her warm voice, a quick kiss on my lips.
- It 's still too empty - in my voice a complaint.
I had always dreamed of a huge tree, and being part of my childhood dreams, he had a myriad of beads, trinkets, decorations of every shape and color. . .
- Yes. in fact. . . it is - watched carefully - but I think I have a solution -
He walked to the cabinet at the entrance, I saw him come back with a blue velvet box in his hands. Time to see the written Swarovski engraved in silver on it.
Strabuzzai eyes
- No! -
- Yes - smiled beautifully, a happiness immense in jade-green eyes.
He opened e. . . I could not believe my eyes as a huge box of chocolates, teardrop-shaped crystals were placed in orderly sequence, side by side, of different sizes.
- My God Edward. . . you. . . you're crazy! You will have spent a fortune! - I snapped.
He began to laugh again, amused.
- I swear I have never heard such a reproach in my entire life - continuing to laugh out loud.
- Non è divertente ! -
- Si. . hai ragione. . . ma lo sei tu -
- Perché?-
- Perché sei la moglie di un multimilionario, perché possiedi la maggioranza della Cullen Holding, perché hai di fronte a te il Presidente della CED di New York. . . e sei qui a biasimarlo per aver speso dei soldi per gli addobbi del suo first Christmas tree -
I shrugged my shoulders
- You know that I never get used to the idea -
- Yes, but at least try it. I promise that from now on I will be more economical - smiled again, almost imperceptibly, shaking his head.
- Can you help me? - My mouth stretched into a smile.
He raised his eyes to heaven, he knew exactly what awaited him. With his meter and eighty-six could reach the top without any problems.
Despite being exhausted, she could be sweet and compliant, as long as they could see the smile on my face. He was there, to observe the expressions on the face undeciphered mind raised his arm
- All right here? -
- No.. . a bit 'far right. . . -
- Here? -
- Um yes. . - For each crystal, which handled with extreme delicacy, with his fingers long and slender.
spent an hour or maybe two. . . I saw his eyes bloodshot, his face drawn. . .
- I miss five more. . . I'll finish later. Ansiamo eating-
- Uhm. . . what do you eat? -
- Pasta -
Sitting on the stool, elbows, head in his hands, watching me happy while I was moving between the dishes, placing the dishes on the table.
- I missed you so much. . . - His voice died in her throat, while the last of the crowd in tears in her sweet lashes.
- You too. . . and this house - while trying to drive out that lump in my throat that kept me from breathing.
ate in silence, the quiet noise of the cutlery in contact with clay to evoke the peaceful daily life that we lost in those days of absence.
Those two jades transparent to seek my eye, quelle labbra distendersi in sorrisi teneri. . .
- Uhm. . . deliziosa! Cos’altro hai preparato?- chiese sbirciando nel forno,detro di me .
- C’è del filetto di angus in crosta. . . e patate alla paprika dolce - mentre infilavo il guantone.
- Sei una donna eccezionale Isabella - una sorta di adorazione nella sua voce.
- Beh. . . Esme è al di sopra di me -
Sorrise:
- Yes. . but you may replace the great -
A deep discomfort upset my soul.
sighed deeply:
- Should I apologize to you and your family: Esme, Carlisle. Alice. . . Jasper. . . Emmett and Rose. Oh my god! I combined a disaster! - shaking the head.
- Hey! Not c 'is that you need for this torment. You will all the time to do so. . . whenever you want. And then I'm sure it will not be necessary, they'll already have forgiven -
- I know. They have been so tolerant with me. Even in moments of total darkness, I heard them close -
- Yes. . are extraordinary - a year, softly stroking his face.
inhaled, aware that I should remedy that situation as soon as possible so embarrassing.
- next Sunday. . How about if we invite them here? -
lowered his eyes, shaking his head
- I fear it will be impossible. Esme is in London with Alice. . . Carlisle will be in Denver and then join them in Europe -
- Oh well. . . if so. . . maybe I'll try to call Esme -
- Yes. . I would say that is a good idea - he smiled, waiting for the second serve.
devoured it quickly, he was hungry, who knows what it was fed in my absence? Was visibly lost weight, and a man of his stature was noted at first glance.
- Rassegnanti fatter. Because from now on, cook for you every night -
- Uhm. . . sounds like a threat! -
- it is. It will be the right time and that ugly stop annoying the bees buzzing around like the honey -
- I agree. . . but if you run away? -
- Io ti amerei anche se fossi brutto, grasso, povero, e stupido. . . - trattenni una sana risata.
Smise di masticare, fissandomi esterrefatto:
-Davvero? -
-Uhm...devo pensarci...-
- Mi prendi in giro ?-
- Si! -
Sorrise di gusto. Mio dio era così bello, sereno, tranquillo, felice. . . una gioia perfettamente visible on that beautiful face.
- Have you seen her? - I asked in a whisper.
- Who? -
- Lei. . Estela -
He lowered his eyes
- No -
- was bound for Rio -
continued to chew down the content plate, without any mention.
- He loves you so much to lie to herself. . . -
He stopped a moment, staring:
- You are not a problem. I only care of the child - a stern expression.
- Yes. but it was not. . in other words. . . because he lied about paternity? What need had to convince me that? -
- You know very well why. Hai commesso un errore nel non parlarne con me -
- Ero ferita Edward. . . confusa. Al di là del bambino, il fatto che tu l’abbia cercata, che ci abbia. . . che ... insomma che abbiate fatto ..oh...che lei... .- Gesticolavo senza riuscire a dirlo - ...Non è semplice da accettare, non quando si è accecati dal dolore, dalla gelosia -
Prese a scuotere la testa, una smorfia di disgusto sul viso:
- E’ un gesto che ho ripudiato nel momento stesso in cui è accaduto. Ma anch’io ero disperato, disposto a tutto pur di liberarti da me, pur di ritornare nell’inferno da cui ero venuto e non farti più soffrire. Avevo scelto di lasciarti, di andare via. E quello di cercarla è stato il mio errore più grande. Non avevo pensato alle conseguenze. Le ho parlato a lungo sull’isola durante la luna di miele, lei sapeva già tutto. . . e sembrava felice per me -
- Forse lo era davvero. . . ma è difficile per lei rinunciare a te -
- A me non importa Isabella. . lei non sarà un problema, non se tu d’ora in poi imparerai a parlare with me of your doubts, your insecurities -
- I've asked many times to be honest, Edward. . . and do not you have been to the bottom -
He looked down, sighing:
- For me it was over. And in that moment I thought the least I could hurt you, because I was convinced that for us there could be more future. I despised myself, I disliked what I was, for what I had done. -
- E’ per quello che poi hai tentato di ...? - non riuscìì a finire.
Sentii un brivido freddo corrermi lungo la schiena. Guardai il suo volto cupo, triste. Mio dio! Se non si fosse fermato non sarebbe stato li, davanti a me, non lo avrei sposato, non avrei più visto quei due smeraldi profondi, ed intensi, quelle labbra dolcissime, quel viso splendido.
- Ti prego, non voglio più parlarne Isabella -
Un silenzio surreale, presi a sparecchiare, il rumore dei piatti e dei bicchieri resounded in the air as they placed in the dishwasher.
did not move. He was there, his head resting on one elbow, watching while I moved from right to left, in search of teaspoons.
I tried to lift the mood with his favorite dessert. The position in front of the saucer, with the chocolate cake in plain sight, on a bed of vanilla cream and raspberries to decorate the edge.
smiled sweetly. I went to pop a kiss on the forehead, eyebrows among those tender:
- Uhm. . . I needed! - The smile was open, the expression of a child at the sight of cotton candy.
- Why. . . I'm not sweet enough for you? - snapped furious.
He stopped, looking worried.
- Of course you are. . . - My god it was so sweet!
I devoured in a second, I watched welcomed those big hands, those slender fingers firmly hold the spoon, I saw him close to his lips soft and inviting, which opened slowly, and then close.
- What? - Showing my - I do not eat? -
I ran the plate towards him, smiling - I knew he would have asked me -.
sighed. Returning to religious contemplation.
sighed. Returning to religious contemplation.
- Why do you hate so much? - The question to which there was no answer.
He had just finished the second cake. Including the flight of who I was talking about. I saw him jump off the stool, these two emeralds rose to stare filled with anger:
- Isabella. . . I want you to stay away from him -
He got up, took a strange frenzy:
- I know. I was just wondering why. . . - I tried to calm him down.
- Why is a man, because it is dangerous, because you want to. . . why do not tolerate che nessun altro si avvicini a te -
- Ti odia per via della sorella ?-
Sospirò profondamente:
- Non è sua sorella -
Spalancai la bocca, bloccando il respiro:
- C. . cosa stai dicendo? - con un filo di voce.
Mi fissò, incerto, tormentato:
- They grew up together, she always considered him her brother. . . but they are not biologically -
I thought for a moment the words of Raul, the strange way in which she spoke of a man in love with a woman. . . madly in love.
- The love? -
nodded, sighing:
- It 's been his obsession as a child. He planned his life thinking one day to marry her, you can create a family with her, having children. E 'come to New York to create a position to offer them a decent life. until she is suddenly plunged here. . . Distorting everything -
- told me about it. . . and told me about you. . . was the boudoir -
nodded nervously taking a hand through his hair:
- Yes Long -
- How? What do you say? - Gasping.
- E 'come to follow her. . . but then he left. Money Isabella. Much. And who comes from the favelas as he finds it difficult to refuse such offers -
- So. . . He also worked as a prostitute? -
nodded again
- It 's an extremely attractive man Isabella has a perfect body. . . An exotic charm. not imagine what a rich woman and getting older sia disposta a pagare per ottenere una prestazione sessuale da lui -
Portai una mano sul mio viso. . . sconvolta.
- E perché odia te?-
Sospirò, scuotendo nervosamente la testa:
- Non l’ho mai capito onestamente. Credo mi consideri responsabile di aver rovinato la vita ad Estela, pensa che sia stato io a trascinarla in quel mondo di perversione, di averla indotta a prostituirsi taking advantage of the feelings she felt for me ... I believe they deceived, seduced, abandoned. . . Has never really accepted the fact that she never returned his love -
- It 's understandable. . . - I felt a bit 'of pain for him.
- not justified -
- Have you ever tried to talk to him? -
- Yes I've got only insults -
- He wants revenge? . . . E 'for what they want to stay away from him? -
nodded, approaching, his hands around her waist, my arms on his neck, my fingers through his hair:
- may take you away from me. And they succeeded -
threw open his mouth in astonishment:
- C. . . What makes you think?. . . My god Edward! I really believe stupid enough to dupe the first male that happens? - I snapped angrily.
- You know that it is not. It 'attractive, it is seductive. . . knows how to treat a woman -
- You can not seriously talk about Edward. . . -
Those two emeralds I stared terrified:
- I could not bear such a thing Isabella. . . if. . . if only I were forced to see another side to me. . . I. . . I'd rather die a thousand times -
crowded Tears in his eyes, his voice died in her throat.
- I love you Edward. . . I love you madly, madly, endlessly. . . and I could never manage to live without you, I fall in love with another man who is not you -
His face in her hands, drew her to me, my lips on her , soft, fragrant, sweet, a kiss full of love, tenderness, and need.
I held her, hard, his face in that little temple at the base of my neck to smell, to sigh.
What greek god, wonderful, perfect, sweet, afraid of losing me. It lived in terror that someone would have taken away from him.
- I'll never let Edward. . . never -
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